It is with a heavy heart that I write tonight. I am overtaken by sadness knowing that there are three children tonight that are not being tucked in by their mommy. They are going to be crying themselves to sleep with an uncertain future ahead of them. A myriad of questions are going to render them sleepless...did she love me? Did I make her do it? Could I have loved her more? Why did I yell? I could have been better.
I will not fully comprehend those questions but I have a few of my own...Why didn't I care more? Why was making dinner more important than listening? Why did keep her at a distance?
I pray for nights to get easier on those children and I pray that God will show His infinite love and forgiveness to them.

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